thoughts on death
This author is a recipient
of the Sigma Tau Delta Award
Elena Vallejo
(she/her) was born and raised in the Quad Cities and is currently studying Early Childhood Education, Theatre, and Writing at St. Ambrose University. In addition to poetry, Elena writes for the SAU school newspaper, writes for LOVE Girls Magzine, is an editor for SAU’s Quercus, and has done some freelance work. She writes to bring to life the stories living inside her. Elena has previously been published in the 31st edition of Quercus, the Midwest Writing Center’s The Atlas: Volume 16, and the inaugural issue of Antipoetry Magazine.
SOCIALS
i. the body deteriorates while
life is still inside. nothing will last
longer than it's supposed to
ii. there are over 200 types of
cancer, google lists them
from A to Z,
common to least common, and
survivable to fatal
iii. what do you think of when you
hear someone say “the smell of death”?
i think of my great-grandma’s hospital room
iv. if death is not a sweet release to
a magical world, i want it
to be the end
v. as i wrote this poem my candle and its flame
turned to smoke
vi. vacillate is the grossest
word i can think of to describe my
life
vii. i don’t care what i am buried in, i just
want poetry to be read on my grave
viii. i once heard a fisherman say “it’s too easy to exist
too hard to live,” i think i’ve decided that life
and death are the same
ix. when something dies, do the heart’s
chambers shut down one by one or
all at once
x. the word of the day is
interoception,
meaning “the state of internal organs,”
use it as you, please
xi. have you ever kicked an ant
hill? the scattered bodies are the lucky
ones, the rest will suffocate to death
in their own home
xii. there are more than 8,000
deaths along the southwest border each year,
but that’s just an estimation
xiii. i once thought that everything a person
said about death had to be
philosophical, now i think that’s bullshit
xiv. do you ever think about what it would be like
to lick a human
bone
xv. when you’re poor,
a jar of mayonnaise on your scalp kills
your headlice, almost
xvi. every wish you’ve ever made is on
a dead star
xvii. i want to write a poem to the almost-full moon but
i don’t think she would like to hear about dead
birds and formaldehyde
xviii. last friday i picked myself like a daisy to count
love on my fingers, how many days do you think
i have left?
xix. have you ever tried to explain death
to a child?
i’ll do it tomorrow