Pretty Girls
This author is a recipient
of the Sigma Tau Delta Award
Pretty, pretty girls in the candy shop. The candy shop
with pink bubble gum. The gum that teaches them to
blow Hubba Bubba bubbles with their pretty glossed
mouths so that boys might fall in love with them.
Pretty, pretty girls. Girls who wear dresses because
their mamas taught them that’s how to be pretty,
because pretty means attention and attention is
currency. The girls and their mamas together, arm in
arm, purchase “pretty” off drug-store shelves. The
mamas paint their lips in pastels and put their little
girls' hair in pigtails. “You look so pretty, doll,” they
say. Doll. Doll-eyed and ditzy, the pretty girls dance
and laugh. Laughing daddies load their guns because
their baby girls have grown too pretty. Pretty. Pretty
girls grown, girls no longer, still pretty. Pretty at the
high school dance, with some boy’s hand on their
waist. Pretty girls in the locker room, learning to be
even prettier by not saying no, or simply not saying
anything. Pretty girl smile. Smile. “Smile, it makes
you pretty.” The old men always say that to girls. The
old men love the pretty. Pretty. Pretty girls laugh at
the men. They laugh without meaning it. Sweet and
soft, little giggle laughs. Soft. Soft like pretty girl skin
and hair. Soft like pretty girl backbones. Bones that
pretty girls become.